I had to take the video off of the animals being tortured, It was too much for me.

Well the past week hasn't been the best. The relationship between Mark and I has really been on the rocks. I don't care to go into details, but I guess we have worked some shit out, and we'll see how it goes for a while.

Today is the first day I have felt at all happy in months, and hopefully that will continue to improve.

It will be nice to get out of town this weekend and head to Warren. I definitely need a break from Columbus. And we'll be heading to Chicago in a few weeks which will be good. I can't wait until the day I permantly move out of this city. Columbus is beyond boring for me. I have lived here my entire life, and I don't think that I can continue to grow as a person if I stay here.

The fact that I don't like being here, and the fact the my relationship just hasn't been that great for a WHILE definitely contributed to the unhappiness factor.

Maybe I'll be somewhat more productive today. I definitely will be getting out to enjoy the weather, (you know I like it hot) and maybe play some music.